But I don't want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it. - Georges Bataille

Found this quote on tumblr a while ago. It is in the same vein of "It's rotten work - not to me, not if its you"

To be known in every way, to think oneself as the worst and still find love... or to be loved as a whole, rather than only the pretty parts that can be accepted by all. Those are the themes that resonate most with me, I think.

Hi! Hi!
You can call me ceervine or Deer.
I'm 23, and use mostly they/them.
This is my first time using Mastodon at all ever so I am learningTM but looking forward to the experience! Twitter has gotten exhausting to be honest, and tumblr is getting on thin ice too.

I am a writer! I like to roleplay and currently write Hythlodaeus and in a multi-fandom roleplay on discord! I also play Dungeons and Dragons.

My "main" fandoms I guess would be Final Fantasy XIV, Portal, Drawn to Life, Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint, and Promise of Wizard (which is a recent interest).

I'm always on the hunt for new stories to watch/read/play through. I've been getting more into manga and anime recently. I'm currently reading Spy X Family and Witch Hat Atelier (which I'm more behind on). WHA is such a wonderful tale so far.

I'll be poking around but I'm looking forward to getting to know you all!


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